When Can I Decide

We live in a world of brainwashed morality, A world where the assumed romantic preference is the opposite sex, A world where we expect people to marry and have kids. I thought about having kids as a kid, Marrying and having a family, But it was not set in stone, and I questioned it. Then I grew a little bit, The idea lost its sheen, And I began to think “no.” Then I went through puberty, In which I told you “I don’t really want kids,” To which you said, “You’ll change your mind.” Time has passed, I am no longer a child, and my answer is now “no, under absolutely no circumstance.” My answer’s been final for year on end, yet you still say the same thing. “You’ll change your mind,” “You don’t know what you’re talking about,” “You’re too young to know what you want.” Why is is important for me to have kids, even when I don’t want them? The world is full of unloved people, and I would only add another. I know what I want, I have my values, I don’t want kids, And that’s my final answer.