What's Inside

Everyone says I'm too wild and the family disgrace. Yet its me they all call if someone needs put in their place. I'm always the first one there if anyone needs me; Yet when its me needing someone, no one seems to see. No matter how hard I try I can never get it right; Sometimes I just wanna give up to exhausted to fight. But you can not take what I have deep inside. What I let you destroy is for me to decide. So if I just give and let your cruelness win , I would never be able to look at myself again.