Get Your Premium Membership

What You Don't Know About My ADHD

I am random, I am impulsive I speak truth you dont let slip the first thought and look like a dick It causes embarrassment yet I live & this is not a one off event everyday in some way present i will speak words unpleasant causing distain seen irrelevant the truth most brutally true uncouth not needed and rude honesty blurted as though abuse always make me look unclued the brain works fast and filter can't cope uncalled for phrases far from a joke sayings causing the mood to slope and I look nasty, not a nice bloke but this is not through intention neither is it a mental defection I suffer most from this imperfection thoughts break free without detection imagine a world where you speak and regret disagreeing with yourself and what you said imagine your life with this an aspect embarrassing stupidity others don't forget Hyperactive confusion at so many ideas multiplying at random so many appear reaching ten thoughts all of which clear 2 seconds after stupid s**t people hear unaware thoughts spawn in each brain hemisphere with their dominant side the only to function whilst your cross dominance brings both in to action an attention deficit caused by distraction when your brains hemispheres fail interaction ADHD is a hyperactive disorder things happen so quick there lacks order the box others think in is a box without borders words slip through of the thoughts much shorter now imagine this same impulse sees at speed body language, expressions others don't see because more than stupid words happen quickly and your eyes pick up signals of lies and honesty so you say things you do not mean yet see reactions in split second scenes you're misjudged because words you let leave yet you can judge others on things unseen acting as though your brain is loose yet focused aware seeing hidden truths seeing intentions through use and abuse seeing the mind of those out to use cus ADHD is Hyperactive and fast words slip out yet I see through masks hyperfocus thinking whilst looking a spas this is the reality my ADHD has it teaches you to do the good thing it did with me but others are different they'll manipulate for selfish greed yet I'll stop them and I'll prevent they take advantage just because believe easy targets through outbursts types like me who speak first brain tuned in, mouth leaks words don't assume the output equals intelligence thoughts inside don't cease of elements what comes out isn't finished or relevant impulsive eyes will act on evidence

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem.

Please Login to post a comment

Date: 11/15/2020 12:56:00 PM
Hi Nick, I can relate...ADHD all my life, only found out a year ago. I understand what it feels like. Thank you for an honest open hearted poem. Poetry is a way to channel creative energy. I appreciated this poem. Aqua M. : )
Login to Reply