What You Are To Me

You asked me what you are to me It's a little hard to explain It's like a puzzle in my head playing with my brain Something's tells me in my heart you mean a lot to me But then i have realize and face reality Sometimes it seems we are friends Sometimes it seems a lot more But then at times it just seems like you are closing all the doors The doors to your heart where your feelings lies The way you feel deep within the feeling i believe i see in your eyes I wish things were different I wish i met you nine years ago Then i am sure if it was then your feelings you would show I know its hard as the situation i face I don't want to ever Hirt you min any way You're loving, you're caring you're honest all a girl could ever need And to know what i was always looking for is standing right in front of me But yet i can't have the opportunit How my heart bleeds to know Something perfect like you is right there in front of me And then to turn around and face reality I know it's wrong what i am doing But yet it feels so right inside I think about it day and night But only thoughts of you come to my mind Forgive me if i am wrong If you just want to be friends I'll understand I know know what you been through Trust me i understand No one wants to be hurt It's a feeling that lies hard to over come But i respect what you feel and will let you decide the out come I appreciate your honesty that i do respect Cause not a lot of guys out there can be the way you are But do know to yourself i do have feelings for you I hope i never loose you even if we can only be friends By Naderia Bookram