What Was and What Will Be

I cry until my entrails are laid out before me.
I watch the vultures,
My insecurities feast on my nerve ridden stomach.
I’ve repeated the cycle for many days.

My love forever stains
This sea of linens which was once our home.
The call of the sirens is strong
And resisting drives us mad.

How do I know my attempts are not in vein?
Is this futile?
The upkeep of this tree outnumbers the fruit.
I do not blame nature.
I allowed this.

As soon as I walk away you fully blossom.
I was always cursed with bad timing.
I must now focus on my own flowers sprouting
Before I plant anymore seeds.

You will continue to grow
As you always have.
And I’ll still marvel at your beauty from afar.
What a grand tree you were.

I retract my own roots and return to my bed.
I reminisce until I drift away.
Becoming a prisoner of my head.
Seeing pictures of you and me
And dreaming of what was and what will be.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Mister Roboto Avatar
March 5, 2011 at 3:53 PM
This is a nice piece. I like the use of metaphors.
Hollins Avatar
January 30, 2011 at 4:50 PM
Very nice, I enjoyed reading this poem, keep up the great work!!!
Cwiak Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 3:49 PM
Congratulations on your win. Dan C
Freeman Avatar
December 20, 2010 at 8:46 AM
Congratulations Alexander on your worthy free verse's honored place, Agape, Moses
Kendrick Avatar
December 1, 2010 at 12:46 PM
Congratulations on your win..Sara
Mehta Avatar
November 25, 2010 at 3:15 AM
Alexander - Many congrats on winning coveted spot in contest..... Happy Thanksgiving.... Luv & Best wishes.....Hitendra Mehta
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2010 at 9:24 PM
Congratulations Alexander. I found this work very moving. well deserved in the winners circle. regards margaret
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November 24, 2010 at 4:01 PM
Hi Alexander This is a deep piece.Your writing is very strong and creative and perhaps very personal.The more I read it the more it appeals.An entry worthy of your winning place.Congratulations.Love June (Sylvia)
K. Avatar
November 24, 2010 at 1:40 PM
Super congrats Alexander on your win-- this is truly beautiful and I really liked how you wrote this, there is that hint of sadness and regret but still so beautifully written-- nikko :)
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November 24, 2010 at 7:48 AM
Big congratulations to you for this fine placement in the soup contest! Love, Carolyn
Dietrich Avatar
November 23, 2010 at 5:39 PM
Very interesting writing with great imagery. Unique! Congrats on your big win. Luv, Andrea
Haick Avatar
November 23, 2010 at 12:38 PM
Congratulations on your impressive 6th Place win in PS Intl. Contest, Alexander! Love, Audrey
Brown Avatar
November 23, 2010 at 10:30 AM
Congratulations on your win Alexander in The PoetrySoup International Contest with your amazing poetry. Love, Carol
Adeite Avatar
November 23, 2010 at 3:43 AM
Hey Alex, warmest congrats to you on having your wonderful poem winning the Poetry Soup international Contest. keep your passionate pen flowing with inspiration and keep up the creative writes. You are such a wonderful talent. Keep writing. Love always. Adeleke.
Docherty Avatar
November 22, 2010 at 10:11 PM
Warmest congratulations, loved your poem it made for a great read, Anna-Marie.
Iyer Avatar
November 22, 2010 at 9:37 PM
Congrats for being among the winners, Cheers i take inspiration from you cheers suresh
Brown Avatar
November 12, 2010 at 11:43 AM
Congratulations on your poetry making it through the first round of the Poetrysoup site contest Alexander. The best to you in the finals. Love, Carol
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September 23, 2010 at 11:53 AM
Alexander, CONGRATULATIONS on your wonderful poem being featured this week. Enjoyed the selection of all the poetry on the front page. Have yourself a nice and wonderful day,..p.d.
Knight Avatar
September 21, 2010 at 3:01 PM
Congratz on being featured, awesome poem!!!
Brown Avatar
September 21, 2010 at 11:05 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week at PoetrySoup Alexander. Love, Carol
Jennings Avatar
September 21, 2010 at 6:47 AM
this is heart wrenching beautiful and emotionally true, thank you for sharing with me something so moving and real
Loving Iii Avatar
September 20, 2010 at 2:03 PM
i'm going through this right now. but i love the way you did this. the ideals are fantastic. and congrads are in order. great job. John Henry Loving III
Nandy Avatar
September 20, 2010 at 11:24 AM
Congratulations on your feature this week, interesting and thought provoking write... regards...
Kendrick Avatar
September 20, 2010 at 3:32 AM
Interesting write that you have penned in this one..Much emotion penned...Congratulations on your work being featured on home page this week..Sara
Brown Avatar
April 26, 2010 at 6:42 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Alexander. If you would like to have more of your poetry read try to limit your postings to 3-5 poems per day. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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