What To Do Now

I kissed her head and said goodbye

Yet for hours I sit and cry

I lived life my own way

But she still loved me every day

I am a better person then before

But strength I just don't have any more

Many years may have went past

But she got me living life right at last

Something many tried to do

She was the one to finally make it all come true

Now I feel completely lost alone

She was the only one that could help me grow

No matter what Love she'd always show

Even with all the sh**ty things I may have done

She made sure I knew that I always had someone

With all the things she helped me survive

How could I have prayed for god not to keep her alive

Now in tears and falling apart

With her went 1/2 my heart

The rest is made of big rock

So all the bad things it can block

Now it's how to stay on track

When she's no longer got my back

Nor is there anyone to give me hell

When they see I am not doing so well

Lucy please listen to these last words

The ones that enough are never heard

You alone pulled me through

So that the right things I would finally do

Now I will live in just a little fear

Who can I turn to when your not here

Please tell Beth and Papa Hi

Because to none of you can I say " Good Bye "




An Uncle Charlie Original











© 2011 unclecharlie

Copyright © | Year Posted 2011



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