What To Call It

What to call it This feeling inside It’s searching for weakness I’m trying to hide What to call it This feeling deep down Its harsh and distasteful It wants me to drown What to call it This horror unseen Heart clouded with darkness With no trace of green What to call it This symptom unknown It’s driving me crazy Foul seeds it has sown What to call it It has an ill air I now have decided To call it despair