What Might They Find There

What you might find inside my soul,
is a story as yet untold.
As a child, around two,
I absorbed the tension from you.

My princess Mother, my beauty queen.
Beaten at the hands of a mean,
drunken, stronger man.
I help you as much as I can.

A child of eight brushing your hair
at night as you relaxed in your chair.
My soul bleeding at your pain.
Beause of us you did remain.

At eighteen my soul is pure
Open, giving, yours for sure.
My first true love or so I thought.
Until my heart and soul you dropped.

Do onto others I did onto you.
My husband, thinking you loved me too.
But history repeats, my soul you beat
with cold indifference and lack of heat.

My heart and soul are one.
Both damaged since time begun.
Yet I cling to my soul's desire.
Someone to set my heart on fire.

13/09/2016
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Dalei Avatar
October 14, 2016 at 2:57 PM
This is very very nice, Jean. A brilliant piece. Loved it...............//hugs
Murray Avatar
October 15, 2016 at 1:43 AM
Thank you Manmath.
De Burca Avatar
September 26, 2016 at 5:12 PM
This is so sad, yet positivity and strength is always there in your personality and your work. Happiness can be found in the simplicity of mundane and what does not kill us makes us stronger.
Murray Avatar
September 26, 2016 at 6:34 PM
I have shed bitter tears this month as my muse gave birth to this and other recent poems. Such a blessed release.
Wigley Avatar
September 13, 2016 at 11:06 PM
Hope is your kite, Jean, fly....... Poignant write, but optimistic. Viv x
Murray Avatar
September 14, 2016 at 3:23 AM
Yes Viv....as I was just saying to Daniel, TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT ! My SECOND CHANCE man. No doubt there will be a poem coming on tomorrow night. Poor fellow. I must keep Victor's advice to "stay calm."
Smith Avatar
September 13, 2016 at 7:04 PM
A great poem Jean....no matter what we went through our soul still searches...a fave
Murray Avatar
September 14, 2016 at 3:19 AM
Aw Tim, I ramble away about me,me,me in my poems, then imagine others being unimpressed. For you to make this a fave makes you a fave to me.
Turner Avatar
September 13, 2016 at 6:30 PM
Jean, I can not swim the Atlantic! This is a very sad write.
Murray Avatar
September 14, 2016 at 3:16 AM
Sad but true Daniel. Still I live in hope and........TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT!!!
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