What Makes Me Sick

Do you even know what its like to feel like your so worthless that you want to just die have you ever watched someone suffer and you cant do anything because it will just make it worse have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and cried because you look so bad because the circles under your eyes are so dark you look like a vampire have you ever ran your fingers through your hair and so much falls into your hands because your dealing with so much stress that no matter want you try it never goes away have you ever pretended your okay painted a smile on your face because your so afraid to tell people how you feel because they will just go away because they cant handle the way you are because they are there then they leave when you wish they wouldn't because your about to break down and cry and beat yourself us because you think its all your fault and people cant handle you because its never your fault there's nothing you can do because your you and no one likes you because they don’t care because they don’t like you because they don’t want to help release your stress that its why I hate the world to day that is why people want to take there life away because no one cares until there dead and are crying alone in there bed pushing some one so far that they want to end there like because they think they are worthless