What Keeps Me Smiling

Your like a joke that I keep replaying over and over in my head. I have no idea why I feel this way. I have no idea what's so funny but that's the thing it is. I never thought i'd fall for you. When I first met you I hated being around you. Now when I think about you it brings a smile to my face. No matter what mood i'm in. I could be so sad and just one thought of you could make me feel so incrediable. Your like a drug that i'm addicted to. Not to sound crazy but I feel like I need you sometimes. Your my energy. What keeps me above the water when I am drowning. Most of all your just a joke that I keep on laughing to. A voice in my head keeps telling me that I should be with you. But i'm not. So until that happens what keeps me smiling is knowing that your around whenever I need a pick me up.