What Is Wrong With Me?

There is something wrong about me.
I know there is, it just has to be.

Why else would I be tortured so?
Why else would I be so low?

My children were ripped from arms,
For  fear I would do them some terrible harm.

Married not once, not twice, can we say three?
All  were not terribly nice men to me.

First husband was a mean drunk,
I left him soon after as we were sunk.

My second husband was a cheat,
And the third thought I was his to beat.

I know God really truly exists,
I am just far down on his list.

I have grown oh so weary
Of my life just being dreary.

I, for once, want to know I matter.
Am tired of being torn to tatter.

It just seems that I am always full of woe.
Will my troubles ever really go?

Will I ever be loved, really?
Will I be loved as I have loved so freely?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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De La Keur Avatar
July 20, 2009 at 2:57 AM
You are loved honey, it just is not easy, its a sad reality that we have had the same circumstances if you weren't 2 years older i'd think you, me and Illy were separated at birth we have so much in common.....Leerie
Fraser Avatar
June 6, 2009 at 2:15 PM
Golly Kristy, what a sad sad poem - >James
K Avatar
May 17, 2009 at 5:29 PM
Very powerful........so much emotion put in this....a very sad but great poem
Orozco Avatar
May 4, 2009 at 5:36 PM
God has a plan, let it be unfolded unto you! Great write- eduardo
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