What Ifs Are Stupid

I know it seems stupid but 
I can't let you go
My mind says you won't come back 
But my heart says 
What if... 
What if you come back
What if you still love me
What if this is all just a dream

God I wish this was a dream
But sadly it's not
Im forced to face the truth
The what ifs aren't real
You won't come back 
You don't still love me
This is real fu***** life

I'm so stupid for still 
Looking for you in crowds
Listening for your voice 
Looking to see if you like any of the quotes I like 
You never do
Because you've moved on 
You don't care
Your looking for a new face in the crowd not mine
So why am I looking for yours
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I put these thoughts in my head
Why can't I help but think of the what ifs 
Maybe because I'm stupid
Or maybe it's because I still love you and always will and I still have hope you do too.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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June 5, 2015 at 12:08 AM
Kally, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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June 3, 2015 at 11:27 PM
Kally, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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June 3, 2015 at 12:37 PM
- Congratulations on your first poems here at P-Soup - A pleasure to welcome you, Kally :) - Hope you will find this page interesting and post many more thoughts and words in the future - Good luck :) - // Anne-Lise :)
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June 3, 2015 at 3:46 AM
PERFECT ...KALLY.THAT'S WHAT IFS.What if you never wrote Fu****.yes I do enjoy that part. Big up
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