What Ifs Are Stupid

I know it seems stupid but I can't let you go My mind says you won't come back But my heart says What if... What if you come back What if you still love me What if this is all just a dream God I wish this was a dream But sadly it's not Im forced to face the truth The what ifs aren't real You won't come back You don't still love me This is real fu***** life I'm so stupid for still Looking for you in crowds Listening for your voice Looking to see if you like any of the quotes I like You never do Because you've moved on You don't care Your looking for a new face in the crowd not mine So why am I looking for yours Why do I do this to myself Why do I put these thoughts in my head Why can't I help but think of the what ifs Maybe because I'm stupid Or maybe it's because I still love you and always will and I still have hope you do too.