What If You Chose Me

Just really really sleepy, cant stop thinking about you. I know that it may seem strange that im in love with a girl who has a child from another, but i really don't care. The first time i laid eyes on you, i knew we were going to be good friends. But i never thought i would feel this way until you touched my hands. The night i had my head on your lap and stomach, was a magnificent time, but i just wish it could happen just one more time. The fact that im so fr away, hurts, i know. But i know i got to be handling it all on my own. I got no one to help me right this or share this feeling. thats where i wish you'd give-in and come into my arms freely. You have no idea how i feel when you are on my mind, i go crazy so i have to stand up and look around for things to find. Just find things to do, but at the end of the day i still catch my self still missing you. I swear, only if you knew how i felt, you make me smile and make me blush, and when you said you liked me too, that's the thing that made me have a crush on you. You wrote me that i was sweet,and you wrote me i was cute, and that made me blush more until i passed out for good. But than you told me you couldn't have feelings for me cause you having a child with another, which at the end made me smile and made me wonder, "what if you didn't want him, but wanted me instead.