What If I Told You I Don'T Want Someone Like You

What if I told you I don't want someone like you..... What if I told you I pray for you more than I pray for me. Will it make a difference? Will it make you see me the same way I see us? Wait.... There is no us to you. Was I in this alone the entire time? Was I fighting alone?.... For us? Was I chasing dreams? Was I catching feelings? Was I too blinded by the way you said "I will never leave you nor forsake you? Well, I believed You man! Why..... Why did you leave me? When nobody believed in me? When I needed you to hold me up and lead me to righteousness? Where did we go wrong? When did our love grow so old? Why did you allow me to go so old? How can we let those good times and memories just fold? What if I told You I want to go back to the Potter's house I want Him to put me back together again? I want to be made whole again! What a wicked way to treat the one you said you'd put a smile on her face. What a shame and disgrace you turned love into. What a crown of hatred you placed on my head. Where will I go? Who will make me right and Holy again? All I ever wanted was you.... Lord, not someone like you but You and You Alone.