What If

What if? I sit and wonder, What if? If only I was not a toy to you. I was a shiny toy who lost her luster. I lost my affection from you. I’m just a toy, an island of misfit toy. You never really cared about me enough to want to fight for a future. Just a toy discarded after minutes of play. A little piece of plastic that was played with for a short while Until you decided I’m bored and walked away. My feelings, hopes, and dreams had no say in this. Even though you would think because I was part of this mixture I would have. But you never know how the world is going to turn Good or bad, you lose all you have. So why do I feel pain, in all of this? Why do I wonder if ill ever stop loving you? Why after all this pain I still want you? After all you’re the one who discarded me. You’re the one who didn’t want me. So why do I wait, and wonder? What if?