What If?

How do I think of you as 
the past perforates the now? 
Do I see you as the boy you were, 
or as the man you became when 
you broke away from me somehow? 

Did I love you then? 
Or were we lost in the headiness of youth? 
We spoke of dreams and futures 
lost and broken now, and 
we have lived a different truth. 

Yet here we are again; 
The present invaded by the then. 
Your voice still sounds familiar - 
the laugh, the intonation the same 
as when we were together last 

in the dimming, distant past. 
Once faded memories sharpened 
as we bring them into focus 
once again, and once again 
the feelings surge, merging 

with today's perception; 
conception of a new beginning, 
mending dreams and daring to think 
of what could have been if 
we had trodden the same, not different, paths.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Suzadail Jr. Avatar
September 15, 2008 at 11:24 AM
An introspective, captivating write. God Bless. Vince
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September 14, 2008 at 7:52 AM
Who knows the outcome of different paths chosen? To wonder the mysteries of 'what ifs', well I guess all we can do is wonder. You captured it beautifully, as though there is someone very special and specific you are thinking of. I suppose some paths are still open. Good luck. Love, Shar
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