What I Want To Find

we all have our lists the people we wish we could kiss but the truth is the realest ones are the ones we never get because we always dismiss what could have been epic behind the facade were all big skeptics Too many people think love doesn't exist so we avoid the feeling we settle for riddling wasn't there a time when everything lasted? Simplicity in this day in age are you mad? everyone takes a glass of complicated right before they re masked themselves people simply can't get pass themselves so they play with faith and twist and twirl the after math just makes you want to hurl you see the prettiest girls searching for fairy tales that they may never reach I hate to sound like a downer but why is it that we never catch what we set out to seek? We fall in love with things that are so out of reach so when you ask me what I want to find I say someone just as complicated and screwed up as me because than they would understand regardless of the here say they would never reprimand me for being me. They'd know that there's more to me than what I appear to be. That's what I want to find. I must be outta my mind to write this list but I know it'd be better than any other Christmas gift Santa could deliver. Just the thought of waking to everything I've ever wanted makes my whole body shiver.