What I Go Through

I lie awake at night for hours thinking about you Most of the time I catch myself smiling Then I remember none of it will happen anymore You're not here When you walk back in I start to depend on you Then it all stops and I'm alone I hate it but I don't want the days we talk to end The past few weeks have been hell I want to see you, to sit and talk about everything To have you hold me while I cry To let it all out, let it all go