What Have I Done

What have I done? You’re here beside me, but you don’t see me. why? Are you upset with me? Why? What have I done? I feel abandoned by you. Why have you abandoned me? You used to play with me and pet me, and now you don’t. Why? I have given you all my unconditional love because you took care of me, and now you avoid me. Why? You don’t talk to me like you used to. why? I am right here in front of you, but you are avoiding my eyes. why? I grabbed my ball and put it at your feet, but you did not throw it back. why? Did you stop loving me? Why? What have I done to you? I look into your eyes, but they seem to be empty. Why? And all of a sudden, you have disappeared. I looked for you everywhere, and I couldn't find you. I waited for you at the doorstep, but you never came back. I miss you so much, but it seems that you don’t miss me. My eyes are dark as dark as my soul now, without you. I was sure that you were my family and that you cared for me. I was wrong. Why did you abandon me? What have I done? I am only an animal, but I have feelings that I give away, perhaps too easily. What have I done? How could you turn your back on me? I feel the pain. Do you? What have I done?