What Happened

What happened to the mother I thought I knew? What happened to the mother who always told the truth? What happened to the mother that was always there? What happened to the mother that always cared? What happened to the joy I once had? What happened to your smile that would make me glad? What happened to the mother daughter days? What happened to the sweet things you used to say? What happened to having both parents, not just one? What happened to the days you'd brighten just like the morning sun? What happened to the faith you helped me have? What happened? Why am I always mad? What happened to you being close and never too far? What happened to me knowing who you really are? What happened to the role model I used to know? Why did you drift away from me? What happened to us both? Why don't I come first? I thought you were happy when you gave birth Now I'm here all alone With a empty heart followed by a broken home I love you mommy What the hell happened to you ? I thought blood was thicker than water But, I guess to you that isn't true