What Days Become

I’m happy, I’m sad
I’ve been in the same mood so long
That I can’t tell
I’m happy, I’m sad
I think I’m going through hell
But I can’t tell

As the rest of the world thinks it’s in a recession
I reside with those 
who never had anything to begin with
Maybe a belated wish
A portion of noodles on a small dish
Scratch metal parts 
A lot of muscle and heart
It won’t carry you for the most of your days
But it will marry you 
through the remainder of your maze
Just when you think times can get no worst 
The holidays peer over and into your nights
Life evolves around a lesson in a small town
Where hope is an instrument that’s rarely found
I touch on the premise
And yet to open eyes it remains unsound
Used to having less
And at twenty-two I reach for stars
To catapult my worries 
above my adversaries and scars
I’m almost a man
But I’m not quite there
The majority of my life 
I’ve been stranded in an isolated  state of mind
All spectators seem to do is laugh and stare
I’m home for the holidays
But I am not yet there
Dear life I miss you
And I’m not gone
I miss you
And I’m standing on the other side of a happy home
It’s days like this 
That autumn kisses, and winter tells
It’s days like this 
That paint a warm face pale
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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December 5, 2008 at 11:29 PM
Jerry I know what you mean - 5 years ago I Paroled from Prison with a box full of poems, $200.00 ($64.00 of which I had to but a train ticket home), clothes on my back and a wife I hadn't heard from in well over a year - Whats going on now is like water off a ducks back to me - there was a minute that it got to me but thats about it - Whatever happens I've seen worse and if I haven't Lord help use all - Great poem & God Bless, MJ
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December 5, 2008 at 3:30 PM
Whether this poem is fact or fiction - it emotes so tenderly. At the age of 22, I reach for the stars...reach for them everyday! Gather them into your heart so these lights can always..."paint a warm face pale". Peace always and have a Happy & Healthy Holiday season. John
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