What Became of Me

What became of me, Is something most don't see, Most think I'm free, Like the big open sea, My world is not like most, Holding onto the past, As if it was a lethal dose, My life on broadcast, What became of me, Is something most don't see, Most think I'm free, Like the big open sea, Every night before bed, It's the same routine, Same pills; just unseen, To calm the fight in my head, What became of me, Is something most don't see, Most think I'm free, Like the big open sea, So many anxieties, Way too many fears, How can I fight this, Year after year? What became of me, Is something most don't see, Most think I'm free, Like the big open sea.