What Are We Doing Now

You pushed me away so hard and so fast I'm still dealing with the whiplash The emotional flashback This new concept of us that I can't fully grasp Was the last time I had you just love relapse? Are we done acknowledging our past? No more trying to comprehend what it lacked Am I too much now I've removed my mask? It's too little or too much Was I dead weight or a crutch? Maybe too little too late? Was I not carrying my own weight? Did I not take you on enough dates? Did we not give each other enough space? We both turned to our escapes I still remember the look on your face That look to which I could too easily relate You hide it now with the mask you create Was to only learn from each other our fate?