Welcome To Depression

Welcome to Depression, where it takes your power away Welcome to Depression where sometimes you don't shower for days Welcome to Depression where you believe the lies it feeds your head Welcome to Depression where sometimes you don't have the strength to leave your bed If you've never had depression you won't understand It's a battle where it takes everything you have to get the upper hand I became insensitive, because when you have feelings you get hurt fast Trying to find a new door to the future, but you can't forget the past I've been promiscuous with girls, just to feel some kind of affection Looking in the mirror, but I can't find the reflection Bipolar so not many want to stick around for my mood swings Plus they don't like how I view things At times I want to relapse with Self Harm just to see if i can overcome it again 6 years free, but I did it so much as a teenager I Numbed my skin We try to hide from our Obstacles and escape our nightmares Try as you might, but you can't run from within Sitting alone, hiding from the world with music blaring stay quiet, because you know people aren't caring Cry your self to sleep every night, then throw a fake smile on in the morning and just as you think you've beat depression, it comes back with no warning