Weekend of Promise and Hope

I want to feel that sparkle every time I look at him I want to have all the little things take my breath away I want to have moments where we'll never let go I feel safe and well guided I'm not on my own anymore I can see myself being happy with children again Living the life we should No more looking up but seeing him on top I want to have my little boy crush showering him with my love Through my drawings, my poems, my voice I want to sing him a song meant only for him I'm afraid to show off but I want to show all that I can do I want him to be proud of me I don't know what to expect out of this weekend but I hope to have tears of joy by the end of the night