Weather Beaten, Humbled, Lonely and Blue

morning sun makes me cry i punish myself for making her go i guess i was too anxious and too frigidly afraid all at once i guess i watched too much of a certain thing on tv and read too many thematic books afternoon sun makes me sweat i punish myself for scaring her off i wish i was way more patient with our connection and our bonding i wish i was way less impatient with my fingers, my tongue, and Ole Jimmy Wayne Brown fully risen moon makes me an incapable insomniac i punish myself for causing her to label me as poison i pray that one day she our paths will cross again i pray that one day a second chance will be the special 'See' answer next day sunrise alarm clock makes me look like a funky fool once again