Wears Me Down

Sometimes the feeling 
Of being small 
Has nothing to do with size
But your own perception.

A smile is not always a smile
Or a reflection of your heart
Sometimes it is only due
To practice.

I'm a happy person
I repeat constantly
Until I believe.
It always wears me down.

Yes I am blessed
That's true.
I'm so thankful 
Without a doubt.

But I fight
A battle everyday.
No one sees me cry.
No one will hear my pain.

I'm a happy person
I repeat constantly 
Until I believe.
But it wears me down.

Feeling Insignificant 
Has nothing to do with
How others see you 
But what you see in the mirror.

My smile
Which I have practiced 
Remains plastered on my face
And I won't give up.
Won't admit defeat.
But it wears me down.

I bounce back
Like a rubber band
Continually changing 
And stretching 
But remaining intact.

I'm a happy person
I repeat constantly 
Until I believe.
But it continues to wear me down.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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J.T. Avatar
August 21, 2017 at 10:44 PM
well done; Enjoyed your poem -JT
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January 20, 2016 at 9:41 PM
Alicia, I really enjoyed this poem thanks for sharing **SKAT**
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