Waves of Emotions - Our Vital, Vivavious Vow

I glance at your poker face
You still say I am a disgrace
Leave me with a trace of hope

I don't mind,
Being so blind

I don't mind
If I lost my mind
Or get left behind…

God loves me with love so marvelously kind
I don't mind as we settle down and unwind 

Just let it go
I mind your hurt
I want you to know
I'll be your comfort

I forgive you
I forget too…
I am no longer blue 
Who knew...
That I would end up being green with envy 
I didn't mean to be mean to you, my boobear 
We all want to be free, nothing new really

Repair my torn heart
Be my finish line 
Your love is my art
Still feeling fine 

I don't mind if you break me
Been too traumatized to care
Say you'll stay with me for a while
Our love hasn't got out of style 

We are unusual
I act like a fool 
Who cares cuz we're cool
But, I'd rather stay at school

Life is like a pool table
I am so darn unstable
I'll do as I'm able…
Just don't give me another label

I regret 
Being upset
I'm sorry,
But I'll let it all go…
Forgiveness will be around
I long for your glow
Hold me tight tonight
Hold me closer now
I will still take my bow
I won't break our vow

We are friends forever
I am still a natural believer
My head is in doubt
My radiance will be my route

Drive away the insane pain I feel today
Tomorrow will have its sorrow and dismay
However, I'll be happy
To see you again, baby 

Succumb to my feeling numb
Let go of me now, yeah I know,
You're one of a kind
I don't mind being left behind

I am not on my own,
But I feel lonely and alone
Forgot to bring my phone
The rest is unknown…

Pain is gone
From my cranium
I'll move on
I'm strong like titanium

The beautiful waters of Aphradere
Dry my vow-cursed, shameful tears
Drown my epic, yet terrifying fears
Go ahead and shatter depression’s mirror-like nightmares 
Cheer me up, 
My long-lost dear

I vow this - 
I love you 

Drown away my deep pain this time
Refrain from driving me insane
I deny the lies of your billion goodbyes

I feel like a tearjerker exceedingly so 
Gigantic grief is in need of brief relief
Yet, you don't mind my hurt though
I am but a withering, spiralling fall leaf

Precious people pass me by
The lies you told, I can't deny,
I feel hurt inside and out
Without a flippin’ doubt
You all know what I'm talking about

Let me move on
I vow it
With you, being my dawn
I'll be your dusk times a ton

Deny the lies
Don't wave your goodbyes
Give me your lovely lullaby
Put me to sleep high and dry
Why?
Cuz I love the pain
Can't deny
We're on our own lane
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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