Waste of Tears

Waste of tears, why did I bother? Waste of tears, nothing new, been doing it for years, Waste of tears, while I was crying, you were sitting there laughing, I'm sure. Waste of tears, for four months, I sat there thinking you really gave a dam, Waste of tears, I sincerely thought you thought I was special, Waste of tears, did you really say I was your sidekick? Waste of tears, did you really care about autism awareness? Waste of tears, why would you make me into a niece dumb mom? Suzanne White, to think I considered you my mentor, you really made me sick.. Waste of tears, well you know what? I'm not surprised, you see, I've been hurt all my life, you are just another chip in my broken heart, Thanks for finally letting me see you for who you really are, another person who reminds me that I NO longer have a reason to be on this earth, maybe I should revisit "The Bridge" because I have know now that You don't care about my safety.... Wasted tears no more, they have been flowing for too many years...