Warhead

This emptiness inside is absurdly loud And it rings in my ears so I do not sleep It's the thought of you My memory Which is surely fogged by now I chose to remember your safe, loving arms Somehow drowning out the iciness in which you abandoned me I feel you looking at me Accusing me I could've tried a little harder I didn't understand your pain You have crippled my heart Unfair as you had always been I suppose I unlocked myself to you And you gobbled me up I never saw which direction you had come from Once loving, my eternal friend Never wanting to see your likes again As I lay awake you are there And you speak to me Will you move along? You, I blame, for such dysfunctional sleep You, I blame, for taking my capacity to love with you You were my knight But you are sick now so am I