Wanting You Know Love I Know

I love you so damn much I now find it hard myself sometimes To stop myself from feeling like I am in full control and not loosing my grip and touch of reality That is exactly just how much per say And I had to say and admit this out loud to someone anybody anyone else other than i alone That you are the reason I now in fact believe That my loved ones that I have lost in my short lived life thus far along the way Will be and are waiting to greet me on the other side hopefully in the afterlife The reason I went full circle from hating to loving life Woke up one morning and seen the sun in all of its ethereal glory Watched a single ray peek through a gap the clouds had left And kissed me tenderly on my cheek and warmed my heart beneath and above my feet Provided me with hope when I had no absolutely no hope or faith inside me left at all Made me whence I went to bed want to wake up earlier than ever in the morning So I could welcome in a fresh new dawn and enjoy another natural majestic sunrise with mine own eyes Stand out in a downpour waiting patiently for a rainbow to appear right in front of me Wishing wanting never to follow the pot of gold at the end of its arch Quench me nourish me cloth me home me But firstly and mostly above and beyond all else Love me like no one else has before and will since So in return I love you so much back Words alone are not enough to describe the fact The feeling I alone have inside just for you from the very depth of my soul That causes me such distress and unease I choose to both show wear and carry your love upon my sleeve Nevermind whomever will see it and know