Wandering in the night I long to lose myself in the darkness

Wandering in the night, I long to lose myself in the darkness that has always kept my hidden secrets, To wrap myself in the deep silence that whispers forgotten stories to me, I have never stopped missing it, this refuge that offers me solace, One day, I will leave forever, leaving behind everything that tied me to the earth. I wish to rewrite myself into a dream, to become a melody, To live among the peaks and abysses of a slow harmony, A fleeting memory, an ephemeral existence with a sweet aftertaste, Like an echo of a world that never truly knew me. I would change my name to lose myself in an unknown place, To wash away all the pains that weigh on me and call them "home," To live among strangers, to turn them into blank canvases, On which to paint my better self, a self that lives only in imagination. I wish to dissolve among the stars, to float in cosmic silence, Where the absence of noise silences my troubled thoughts, To have time to decide my fate in this vast realm of peace, For my only search has always been for silence, and I will go where I can find it. In the melancholic magic of a never-ending universe, I will seek to become part of the infinite, Where dreams melt into reality and where my soul can finally find rest.