Walking Past

There is no cruel intention in these veins of mine
No self-perturbing traces of malice or hatred
Yet I rot in all that I am
Sopping sorrows
Bacterial bondage
Lost in this reverse universe
Turning back the time
I am still a child
I am fine
I am fine

Never would I mean to hurt you
In my silence it seems that I have
In my state, my stagnant state,
I awaken your resentful waves
I am buried in your unawareness
Unraveling in writhing verse

I have no reason to despise myself
I have no reason to hide

A cold wind of a departure
I dare to turn and look
To watch you leave through the door
Suddenly I am rotting all over again
I am walled into endless festering

Do not tell me to live in the moment
Until you have felt what I have felt
Do not tell me to forget who I am
With what you think I was

I am fine
I am fine

The danger has no weight on me now
I am walking past you now

June 1, 2017
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Salehi Avatar
August 28, 2018 at 2:40 AM
You are passionately curious...you are fine...
Evans Avatar
August 17, 2018 at 7:03 PM
It does take a certain amount of strength to walk away from a relationship. Lovely verse.
Breidenthal Avatar
August 17, 2018 at 3:56 AM
Very great writing here, Laura. :) Sincere and deep poetry. -JWE
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