Walking In Shadows

DAY AFTER DAY AND NIGHT AFTER NIGHT I WALK AROUND ASKING MYSELF WHY HAS IT COME TO THIS. I DO NOT WANT TO BEG OR PLEAD BUT IT SEEMS AS IF YOUR SOUL HAS FADED AWAY. I LAY IN MY BED WISHING THAT YOU WERE HERE BUT I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. I KEEP SEARCHING AND SEARCHING BUT I FIND NOTHING BUT EMPTINESS INSIDE THE HOLE THAT I CALL MY HEART. THIS FEELING IS TEARING ME APART I WALKED AROUND WITH A BIG EGO ON MY SHOULDERS. LIKE I HAD NO CARE IN THE WORLD TAKING YOU FOR GRANTED AND NOT ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR PRESENCE. LONG WINTER NIGHTS AND LONGER SUMMER DAYS IS THE FEELING THAT I HAVE INSIDE. THE SPRING SIDE IS WHAT I AM CRAVING FOR THE AUTUMN LEAVES IS WHAT I AM SEEKING. BUT MY SPIRIT IS WOUNDED AND MY SOUL IS BLEEDING WITH ALL THAT IS HEAVING INSIDE OF ME. SOMETHING IN ME HAS TO BE BURIED AND LET GO OF WITHOUT A TRACE OR A MARK. IT HAS TO COME TO ME FROM THE HEART.