Wake Up, This Isn'T a Dream

It's so unfair..
My thoughts, never on me.

Always wondering,
Always searching.

I can never keep still..
To find what I'm looking for.

Is it even real?

What I seek.

Or is my mind
Playing in some horrid dream.

But,
It feels so real.
So intense.. I can't stop.

I look forward,
I see nothing!
I look back...
Only shadows of my mind.

It bothers me!!

I can't break free
This horrible curse.

The one thing that
Keeps me sane...
That helps me get by.

Is it a dream?!

NO!

It's real!
It's life!!!

Something wants me to look,
The other says hold back.

One WANTS to be brave!
One WON'T go because the fear!

Can't there be a way?!

This isn't fair!

Why must my mind,
Search for what's never there?

But, I must realize.
I must awake to
This world.

This isn't a dream.
It's pure reality.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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