Vivid Memories

This pains inside in the darkness i hide all these tears that i've cried all the times i have tried i just want things to work hurtful memories tend to lerk ill be suffering everyday untill the world takes me away you appear in my head as hurtful tears start to shed up to the sky i still ask myself why why did you have to leave why couldnt it have been me its so hard without you here it gets harder every year ive lost alot in the past its true how time flys by so fast when i go to see you i feel inside that it is my fault and more tears that i cry you wouldnt have gone if i told you no its all my fault for a fact this i know i miss you too much im empty without you with feelings like such theres only one thing i can do go away to be with you forever in heaven ill be happy to id give it all up just to see you again forever in my heart feeling guilty within. -Spencer Coggsdale dedicated to Roxanne Lynnette