Visiting Room Blues

I need to exhale, Expressing my inner feelings in a nutshell. Let me contemplate what I should say - To tell the truth, yeah or nay. Yeah, and I'm alone, She walks out for good. Nay, I'm a liar, Stuck in the same place I've always stood. Each equally important to me, And that's cause for concern. I can't choose, which is why I never learn. Integrity is what I truely hope for, Insincerity is what I seem to have ample supply in store. I will be honest when the time is right, It's just not today, or tonight.