Visions

I see visions of heartbreak everyday. It never gets easy and it never goes away. I look inside my soul for answers to things out of my control. I look for the why and the why not, but it doesn't mafter, heartache is here to stay. There's a pain the comes and it will say, this will never end because today's my day. I search for things that take the pain away, but you're collateral damage and easily swept away. These always a beginning but there will be no end and it always takes you back to that damn pain. It reaches out and call you by name, it has every intention of ruining your day. It rips out your heart and washes it down the drain. The pain. seeps inside of you and play a sick song, days,weeks and months to by and you still don't understand why! Why me I cry, why am I standing here alone, my heart is big and filled with love, so why am I so alone. Walk away my brain tells me because if you don't you may be dead. Run and don't look back because this time you will turn to stone and the you are, still alone, can't you see!