Vindicate My Search

To be clear; Once you were not real; But my God had you created from my illusion; What I desired but never experienced, My thoughts were for you Whom I did not know; a ghost; I knew what I wanted; needed; And you were there at every turn, I knew that a kindred heart was beating somewhere; As pure as my innocence; That she would be all that was good in the world, I felt your presence often Waking me from deep slumber unnerving; I would daydream of you so serene And my heart and time would stand still, With a beauty that shone through the skin from your soul; And I thought be it heaven or hell; I would walk the greatest depths; The endless breadths; No one would stand in my way; I would lay waste to all humankind, But to stand at your side; And I died each time I awoke Not finding you there; And I asked myself how many others Had tried and failed to seek you out, But I would not stop; My heart knew you were close; Alone waiting for someone; To rise up from the ashes of your annihilation Of all those that knew not your worth, At last I have found you; I am here to end your wait; To vindicate my search...