Upside Down Frown

You want me to smile, when theres nothing to smile about to shine when your the one who gives me light I seem to be alive but im much more dead than you realize.. I am nothing, who has nothing, but love for you. Its hard to see but my heart, my soul, every part of me, is dying within- every night I sleep... These dark dreams awaken me to reality, that you and me- we're destiny... just not in this lifetime it seems... Make it known to me, tell me if you still see me how I - used to be Tell me your not the monster in front of me... and if its true, sweet surrender I give to you, my body- my mind,all of me is all of you... I cant tell you in person, for fear of rejection, I love you- I love you, in every direction... I can say much more, but my heart speaks just as much as these tears fall on the floor, Its too much to handle right now... I want to talk to you, but dont know how... I guess Ill smile.. I.... guess ill smile.. :-\