Unusual To the Abnormal

What can i learn from you? And if you step in my shoe? No, that wasnt a typo, I tell you. I essentially have only one support tool. Though I do not mean a leg at all. It's not that I'm too short, or tall. But if i stand i will still fall, So let me tell you why I built this inner wall. Always feeling bullied, always put on display. Usually feeling hurried, internally to say. My mind is worried,this repeating play, It's old, it's annoying, I want it to go away. Go for it, tell me that it's a fault of my own design Trust me, I've heard it before, "you always cry and whine" "I'm tired of your mouth, go away you ugly swine!" I've heard worse from you myself. And even more from the grape vine So I've decided. I'm done being formal. My mind is now one sided. I'm on display at your local mall And this pain I've bided, Its why I have that inner protective wall And now I am blinded, Even amidst the absolute abnormal