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I miss your mind and our brotherly hugs Ties that bind upon which heartstrings tug We used to laugh, we used to play When we'd fight the things we'd say! We roamed at night and owned each day Your wisdom was equal to only your wit Now it's gone gotta deal with the grief A giant black hole, where you should forever be I'd like to know, what you could never tell me That single call, if only you'd remembered me The anguish we hide and cover with lies The anguish inside is it yours or mine When someone dies, 'focus on the positives' As for advice, that's all they've got to give Lucky for us you made plenty of those They still can't illuminate any of that hole There's no-one like you in this world But there should be!!!! Times flowing as new it just swirls where you could be You'd love Laila she's so full of delights She brings the play to all of our lives No more light from you too soon, we had our fill You shone so bright,when you knew you had time to kill And left our lives under a cloud of doom Our last goodbye just a note found in your room Your thoughts were muddled but you made a choice When your confuzzled it's hard to raise ya voice If you'd lost the light always stumbling on your way or got frost bite on a hot summer day If only you'd confided and told me how it lay I'd have been your guide and led you from the haze I'd have given you the world dammit the planets or more It would have hurt, And I sure would have cried But I'd have held your hand as you laid down to die. Now I cry as those heartstrings are tugged How I'd die for one last loving hug.