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I want to smash a window and swallow its remains
Atleast internal bleeding would get rid of all this pain
Sometimes I feel like killing all inside this room
Atleast then I could save them from this neverending doom

Cut open my skin, expose my flesh so all can see
Now there won't be arguments of either 'He' or 'She'
Bleed me dry, make me blind, make me wish to die
Overwhelm the suffering I feel inside my mind

Make my skin burn, I don't care how much it hurts
Cut my tongue so I don't have to whine about my words
I need to numb the pain and I deserve the scars I bear
Intentionally unaware of evil smiles and glares

Hanging, bleeding, overdose, I don't care which way I go
Make me become comatose, to live like this is *ing gross
Painless, painful, numb of all emotions
It's all part of my self-destructive moments
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Agustin Avatar
April 3, 2025 at 3:00 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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December 3, 2018 at 3:07 PM
Such a good poem!! I can relate so much and I hope for things to get better!!
Crossed Avatar
January 15, 2019 at 8:17 AM
Thank you for your compliment. I hope things will get better for you aswell
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