Until Now
Sharp breath cuts through my diaphram
I fail to breath, gasping for air...
Emotional blood flows through my veins
I get the desire to scream with pains
My pulse rate suffocates me!
Bitter lumps swells within my chest
Im heaving with a load of pressure
All I want is to cry at the top of my voice
But my eyes are dry
Within me I want to cry.
I didnt know until now
That Im choosing a wrong vow
Allow me to bow before u
And ask God for strength and guidance
Because I alone wants to deny my heart desire
Until now, I realised
How much it hurt
To completely cut ties with u
The agony is the same that I had
When I lost my only pet.
Until now I realised that
You became my closest companion
Unfortunately time did not warn me
The daily chat truely used to warm me
Now ims falling in deep pit of melancholy.
You are like a book that I just started reading Before I arrive in the next chapter,
My heart is already bleeding!
Until now, Im forced to close the book
Yet I dont even know what the next chapter holds.
The take off was intense,
Unaware we accelerating in a weired sense
The adrenalin escalated with great response
Everything was mesmirising
Until now...
Yes I did not realise how much I care
Until now... this is insanely rare
Yes I know what im feeling
But can't bring myself to utter the words
Until now, I know what I want
I made up my mind,
Im coming back to claim that book
And want to see the look on your face
As I resume that chapter..
Until now I 'll read to the bitter apogee
Lest you forget im an obscure writer,
The only writter who writes what she forsees
Until now, im being driven
by the acrimony in me
Until now i ll just be me.
ByLeboGFaith Samson
25/09/18@11:23
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