Unspoken Desire

Loving you is all that I dream about Holding you is all that I ever want Girl you are my wish, my hope, the reason that I live My feelings were never so easy to understand All my life, it was never this hard to pretend I get so lost when I am near you Memories fade, thoughts are all about you Want to remain stuck in the moment till you can find me O baby, you are everything I like about me Beaten by chances, still high on spirit Though truth is visible, I choose to deny it I don't close my eyes to run away from reality Just want to watch you clearly In a way I want to see, way I want the things to be I know inside that you will never be mine But my love was never yours to define I will just keep trying like I always did Wont ever confess, wont tie you in chains Wont ever sacrifice, wont let you take the blame Others call it suffering, but I enjoy this pain This amazing fight of mine with me everyday You live your life in the world we stay And I will live mine in the fantasies I create One day perhaps our worlds will meet Till then its only an idea that holds me still You will start feeling the same for me Everything will be perfect as it should be O baby, wake me, please wake me to my love's sweet victory Hear me, my silence has got a melody See me beyond all boundaries and cruel realities Feel me, I am not that far away After all, I am just your helpless lover who doesn't dare to say