Unforgettable

My belly's full, but I'm hungry. There's plenty of food, but I can't decide what to eat. If I move my feet will I lose my seat. Figuratively I speak, Would I rather be sitting on Flat Rock or climbing Squaw Peak. Any where but here. Inside my head's the one place I fear. It's a place I will never forget. The evil streets are well kept. The worst part is the unforgettable kiss of death. How could I ever forget. Not once, but definitely at least twice, the evils almost stole my life. I would never end my own life. For those who wonder, I'll say it twice... I would never end my own life. As I stack up my days of sobriety... Lifes' challenges have been trying me. "Booze can fill that hole?" "Booze created that hole?" As I battle myself, I diminish my health, wealth, and anything good about myself... Through all this distraction I must take action. I'm built Ford tough, with this rental I'm totally Focused. Without income, my summer plans are hopeless... Does anyone know where that rope is??? Ha ha ha ha hah... I'm so focused.