Unexpected Love

i never thought this could be. wanting someone i thought wasn't meant for me. hmmm... beautiful as can be. never to kow that they were my fantasy. i'd voice my feelings but dare not to. for fear of what may be my outcome due. nope. . . i'll just keep it to myself in hiding hope that it'll go away or i'll need help. why would something like this have to happen to me? why couldn't this just be a story told to me? i'd rather it be so, cause my heart hurts. i see him day to day acknowledged by the term "grandmother". when all the while i really wish he were my lover. but i guess this is how it has to be... cause unexpected love has fallen on me.