Unexpected

I have this feeling, Kinda excited, Little anxious. Body on edge, Sends my mind reeling. Can't stop smiling. Does he think of me I wonder? Bit of a fumbler. Blissfully daydreaming, That first kiss, Hmmmm, Lips so tempting. Enibriated confusion, In total splendor. Anticipation delightful, Make it worth the wait, Unfocused stares, Playing tricks on my mind. A delicious little escape, That's all it will be, Unfortunately. Good enough for me, Actually. Can't sacrifice, My dear heart, That's right there on my sleeve. Pinch of salt, Grain of sand, Arms length distance, That's where he will stand. Unexpected to say the least, Turned out nicer, However, Still somewhat a beast. Walls sky high, Too high for just anyone To reach. Always on guard, Protecting my heart, Sadly irreparably scarred. Nicely unexpected, So, so nice. So much smiles, I even heard my own laughter. In my head you'll stay. That way, We will never have to part ways.