undying love

This love is a needle , It pricks my gentle chest, Like a thorn it tears my tissues away , A great sensation of pain caresses my soul, Sweet yet unbearable, Like the sky on mercury retrograde. It burdens my soul yet lifts my spirit, Somehow I can't seem to escape it, Like an occurrence of hurricane, It clouds my judgement, And blocks my instincts , Evidently I feel it alone . I waited for tomorrow, And time laughed on my face, The cherry blossoms never blossomed, Tomorrow forgot to visit , A stranger acquired you , Yet I'm left holding on to these emotions, Time heals all wound they say, But there's no healing an unwounded heart , Or an unscared soul , I chose pain , After setting my eyes on you , I knew it could never be returned, Yet I chose to pour it out unconditionally, I'm a fool in love I can't reason, I'm a fool in love I'm brainless, Just dying to be loved by you , Desperation drives my current fate.