Underwater

i have my eyes closed, and the painful weight on my shoulders begins to feel numb. i don't know if i'm lost in an ocean or a swimming pool. the pressure in my head keeps me awake, i'm breathing just fine. i don't know when it started to fill water around me. all my senses are there but my body is distance. i guess there is a leak in my body, i'm slowly filled with water, will i drown or fade into it? 03.17.17